In alternating back and forth from the ‘real world’ and the ‘imaginal world’, I can feel more coming through but it is not certainly not coherent. Its an abstract description but I imagine a motor that somehow I power. A generator. Its magnetic or at least somehow apparently efficient. Almost…

Venus will begin retrograde motion on July 22nd. That is also the day that the Sun enters the sign of Leo, and one of the first things I couldn’t help but notice is that it is my ex’s birthday. That is something that Venus retrograde can encourage us to do…

I’m sensing a lot of tension in my body when it comes to going to work. Yesterday started out incredibly tense and stressful even though it turned out to be a pleasantly ideal evening. The tension in my body at work is now comparable to what I experienced when I…

If every customer that walked into my store was taking into consideration their overall health, they would probably find out they don’t really need most of the supplements they habitually buy. Instead, they turn to celebrity-doctor recommendations to keep up with the latest health fads and then come to me…

A continuation from my previous post… I’ve had the weekend to really dig deeper into all that took place the night I decided to go to a party host by my young co-workers. I mentioned in my previous post that they are all pretty fresh out of high school, and…

I’ve been off coffee now for a long time. I had one coffee since the time I wrote this post, but that one coffee sent me into trembling buzzy anxiety. I finally realized it was the feeling I didn’t like. I quit drinking coffee one time before and I do…

I think I am on day four without coffee. It has apparently reached the point where I don’t need to keep count. It wasn’t a conscious decision to quit, I just didn’t drink it one day and then another and now I just don’t crave it anymore. I’m allowing myself…

I was having a conversation with my mom and grandma last night over midnight snacks. We began to talk about relationships which I am so very pleased we can do. One of the things my mom said during this conversation was that she began to prefer neglect over rejection. She…

Yesterday I felt the square between Mars and Uranus beginning to engage and express in the physical realm. One of the most obvious manifestations happened at work. I was down in my impressive deep squat position, organizing glass bottles of supplements in a single file line. I heard the phone…