One day I watched Barney for the last time. I remember watching Barney and I remember when I found out that Barney was not “cool”. It wasn’t expressly said just like that. Kids tend take the piss out of each other so I must have overheard someone getting picked on…

Life couldn’t get much better than it is right now. I say that knowing full well that it could in some ways but while also sensing that I know what happiness feels like again. I’ve found a sweet spot of balancing work and play, family and friends, creative endeavors with…

I’ve been refreshing my Arabic, once again, for maybe the tenth time in my life. I originally learned a little bit of Arabic in 8th grade, when my family moved to Kuwait. It was a requirement for the curriculum at the private school we attended. I had to take just…

We have reached the last day of May and its really hard to believe. After getting a new job in April, my life began to spiral really fast. From months of gently waking up and making my way out of bed, through the garden for conversation and coffee with my…

I had a meeting that got canceled so just journaling thoughts that are here. Enjoy! My dad’s relationship with life bothers me. He seems so irritated. Why is he so aggravated all the time? Being around him feels stressful and rushed. My relationship with him feels distant because of this…

The other day while I was at work, I checked my phone and saw two missed calls. Both were from my ex. He ended up calling me one time later in the evening. I sat fearful that he knew where I was; that he would know my address from having…

I sense the churning of energy between Mars and Pluto. Its pretty powerful. Things that feel like they are completely justified for me to be triggered by are popping out of thin air like little bubbles of fury. As an example, my boss continues to tell me that she is…

“Either move or be moved” -Ezra Pound In Astrology, Oppositions and Squares are the most challenge of aspects. Oppositions are of the nature of Saturn: they emphasize boundary lines, authority, and might feel very cold and aloof. Squares are much more impassioned, but no less conflicted. …

There’s this really beautiful song I’ve been hearing that was spontaneously written by two interns at a program called One Thing. The program is led by a Christian based organization, that offers a six month internship for young adults seeking the Lord together. …